.. living every day ...

every day of life .. is full of life .. lets see .. how many such days i can live up to :) !!

Thursday, December 07, 2006

one more amrikki visa

files upon files .. certificates .. papers .. statements .. bills .. marksheets ... transcripts .. the thought of standing in long Qs for hours ... all the prep

i reached the US embassy at 10;40 for my 11;30 appointment, 5mins in the doc check Q .. seeing all the tense faces around .. listening to 'Americaa. .. ' some wierd song .. n smiling about everything as always ... they even refused to take the Rs 2300 draft from me ('sir abb aapse paise thodi na lenge' :P)

then i entered the fortress of US embassy .. was carrying water in a transparent pepsi bottle .. the gaurd asked .. whats in it ? .. i put up my dumb look n said 'water' :) .. he said 'take a sip' .. i did .. n he 'observed' me for 5secs :P .. then let me in .. with the 'water' :))

fingerprints .. another 2mins ..

then i was wondering towards a long Q .. but a lady came .. n said .. 'stand in the 2nd Q' .. i didnt see a 2nd Q .. so just lazily went fwd .. she came in again with a smile .. n explained .. stand in 2nd Q means .. form it (hum wo hain, jo line mein nain lagte ,, hum jahan khade ho jayen .. line wahin se shuru.. :P)

the 1st free VO signalled me .. took my app .. asked me how many years .. where working .. wat salary .. 'u'll get ur PP in 72 hrs'

11am .. i was out of the embassy !!!

coming up .... dilli darshan

Thursday, November 16, 2006

~~~ cloudy sunshine ~~~

as the clouds shadow me
i wait for them to pass
but i am so used to clouds
i wish they could stay
i expect the clouds
to keep the sun away
but also hope
it does not rain some day

why doesnt the cloud understand
its purpose is to gaurd from the sun
and why dont i understand
a cloud can rain any day .. any day


its sunny and bright
and i love the sunshine
if i stare too long
my eyes brim up
as if drinking wine
o sunshine o sunshine
stay ... stay
but cant it happen
the way i say !!!!!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

...thoughts forever....

... I am just a traveller , who started this journey with nothing , and one day , will end it with nothing . As I travel , I will come across varied things . Thunderous applause , venomous comments , beautiful faces , luxurious objects , broken promises . But the echo of every applause will die down eventually , every hateful comment will lose its sting after a while , a beautiful face may reveal an ugly soul with time , no object of pleasure can lead to prolonged satisfaction , and it was only my own expectation which hurt me in the guise of a broken promise . So I need to realise the truth that without attaching myself to these mirages , I have to enjoy the journey . Life is not about clinging to these ever changing stations on the way . It's about understanding that it's all just a journey , to end in nothingness one day ...

---- written by AJ

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

lagey raho .... munnabhai

Shaher ki es daud me daud ke karna kya hai?
Jab yehi jeena hai dosto to phir marna kya hai?


Paheli barish me train late hone ki fikr hai
Bhul gaye bhigte hue tahelna kya hai?
Serails ke kirdaaro ka saara haal hai malum
par maa ka haal puchhne ki fursat kise hai?
Ab ret pe nage pao tahelte kyu nahi?
108 hai chanel phir dil bahelte kyu nahi?
Internet ki duniya ke to touch me hai,
lekin pados me kon raheta hai jaante tak nahi.
Mobile, Landline sab ki bharmaar hai,
Lekin jigri dost tak pahuche aise taar kaha hai?
Kab dubte hue suraj ko dekha tha yaad hai?
Kab jaana tha shaam ka woh banana kya hai?


To Dosto Shaher ki es daud me daud ke karna kya hai
Jab yahi jeena hai to phir Marna kya hai
?

Saturday, September 23, 2006

... life is life ...

i plan so much, i plan so far
i always plan, to raise the bar

i plan for today, i plan for tommorrow
i plan for joy, ignoring the sorrow

but life goes on, its own design
you cannot drown it, in your wine

so stand tall, face it in the eye
coz you never know, its time for good-bye

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Students for bhopal ...

I see myself surrounded by passion. In the circle where I sit, I see people that have devoted their Labor Day weekend to one cause – justice for Bhopal. And even though the gas leak that killed thousands happened twenty-two years ago, the hearts of those present here are brimming with compassion for the victims of the disaster, with rage for the criminals walking free, and with smiles for the 30 other people around them, gorging on bagels smothered with cream cheese. It’s eight-thirty in the morning in Bloomington, Indiana. The 2nd Annual Students for Bhopal Conference has begun.

Do not let the term ‘students’ mislead you. The attendees of the conference range from college going students that are wise beyond their years, to working professionals that are young at heart. The beauty of it all is that age aside, we are all students here, striving to learn more from the residents of Bhopal at the ground level, from each other, and from ourselves.

The conference is a tremendous success for various reasons. Superb organizing by volunteers of AID Bloomington results in smooth transitions, punctual food arrivals, memorable social events, and long lasting bonds between conference attendees. Conference calls with Rajan Sharma, the attorney for the International Coalition for Justice in Bhopal (ICJB), and Sathyu Sarangi, a vital figure at the Sambhavna Clinic, provide us with valuable updates that will influence the direction our campaigns will take at the local levels. The Advisory Board’s debut is also a highlight of the conference, as they are spearheading the national SfB campaign along with Ryan Bodanyi.

Like any other conference, this one is also contains numerous sessions that are both interesting and informative. These sessions allow us to extract information from experts in their fields, and apply what we learned at our local chapters. We learn how to create local campaigns, how to recruit and retain members, how to expel Dow from our universities, and how to create city council resolutions. We learn the meaning of direct action, and we understand how to effectively pitch events to the media. We learn that we can contribute our strengths through various workgroups that have already been set up, workgroups that will strengthen SfB and help us grow as an organization and as a movement. We learn from the experiences of others, what worked and what didn’t, where we’ve succeeded and how far we have to go to win. We learn as students, thirsting for knowledge and never running out of questions. We learn as much as we can, and then we learn some more, till the last session of the conference.

As the weekend comes to a close, we sit outside in a circle, on the damp cobblestone of Indiana University, and pass around a label of Sevin, the chemical that “is responsible for the deaths of thousands”, as Aquene Freechild puts it. As we share our thoughts with each other and the street lamps dimly light the somber faces, I embed this image in my memory – a group of individuals from all walks of life who have come together here in search of a better future for those that live an ocean away from them. And as the conference began, it ends - I see myself surrounded by passion.

... by Pragya Bhagat
http://www.studentsforbhopal.org/
http://sahyadri.aidindia.org/

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

. . . well said . . .

To laugh often and love much; to win the respect of intelligent 
persons and the affection of children; to earn the approbation of
honest critics; to appreciate beauty; to give of one's self; to leave
the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or
a redeemed social condition; to have played and laughed with
enthusiasm and sung with exultation; to know even one life has
breathed easier because you have lived--that is to have succeeded


--Ralph Waldo Emerson